RIP

First of all, i wanna say
Deepest condolences to Denie Ramadan's family. R.I.P Denie RamadanNoerdin.
One of greatest man i've ever known.
He had gone too early, February 2 at 4.30 am. He has been ailling for 7 years. He had leukemi.
I didn't know too much about this man, well i just met him once. He was ex boyfriend of my friend.
We also didn't speak much. I just know he had leukemi. Still can't believe, that was the time. So early, dude. Next month he'll turning 21, but he never be ;"(

Sorry for Indonesian
Den, emang gw ga begitu kenal lo ya den. Gw cuma tau lo sakit parah, sempet denger lo koma di RS. Gw jg sempet nyuruh Saras & Kanthi buat jenguk lo. Tapi mereka belom sempet, mereka malah liat lo pas udah begini.
Kok lo bisa luar biasa banget sih den jadi orang? Keren deh lo. Lo disayang banget sm keluarga, & temen2 lo. Iri banget gw, gimana resepnya sih? hehehe
Lo orang baik, dipanggil sm allah jadi cepet, lo disana lagi apa? Belom sehari temen2 lo udah pada kangen tuh. Twitter lo pasti kebanjiran mention. Lo liat ga dari atas sana?
Maaf den ga bisa ikut ngelawat, gw doain dari sini aja. Ya ampun kita kan ga begitu kenal banget, kenapa gw ampe segini juga. Gw tau den, because you're special den di mata orang2. Bahkan buat gw yg baru kenal lo.
Gw iri banget loh sama lo beneran. Mestinya biodata twitter lo ganti jadi Just an Extraordinary boy hehehe keren ya?
Tweet lo yg gw inget den, "Solat dulu biar tampan" hahahha dasar lo, klo gitu ga ada orang jelek dong den.
Gw baca tweet dr sahabat lo, cewe lo, & temen2 lo, kayaknya lo berarti banget buat mereka. Huhuuuu makin iri deh. Semoga gw bs jadi orang luar biasa kaya lo ya den, amin. Istirahat ya tenang ya den. Allah bless you, you'll get a great place, oke?
Inget "gua bisa jadi luar biasa karena semua orang LUAR BIASA disekitar gua. dalam hal apapun tak terkecuali!!!"

2010 and 2011

Oh my Godness, it's end of December, and also end of 2010. 5 days left to New Year!!
It feels like yesterday, i just celebrated new year with friend.
What do you planning on for new year's eve? Hanging out with friend or your lovely one, spending time with family, fireworks, or just watching Tv at home? Hahaha just kidding.
Those are sounds great. I haven't prepared about new year's eve. It seems i would spending time at work.
But i dont know, some friends of mine already had a plan.

And i wanna say, Thanks God for all you've done to me.

This year, i got a lot of happiness, experiences, laugh, sadness, and other.
This year, i tried new experience. Trying produce my own money. Worked with other. Being professional, and independen women.
This year, i was turning nineteen. And my friends gave me the best adorable birthday ever. How sweet.
This year, i was fall in love with the guy i shouldn't fall in.
This year, i can filled my requirements with my own way.
This year, makes new friends, failed at classes.
This year, Indonesia was crying. Disasters are everywhere.
But overall, 2010 was being so nice with me. Thanks for my God :')

Flashback on my 2010's memories

celebrating new year at Saras's.

My trumpet organized as flied fish, and i was forgetting to take it home. But it still at saras's room at same place until now. 

brought nikkor 50mm f/1.8D

Not to expensive than i thought, but spending enough my money.

Ncek's birthday on last August

Gave some friends a blast surprise birthday. I'm such surprises maker, i also got mine.

Brought an iPod touch 4th Generation.

For this, i spent almost all of my money. But it really useful for me. Rescuing me from boredom.

Last year, i didn't make a resolution for next year. I let time go on by its way. But i decide, i should make a resolution for next year.

 In 2011, i have to be a better human. Stoping all of my bad habbit. Be a nice daughter. Graduate college as soon as possible. Go around Indonesia. Out from this house. And many other.

 So guys, what's yours? Hope 2011 will be my year!

Oh, in 2011 i'm going 20 years old. So oldddddddddddd! Two-headed-ages -________-

bunny

i woke up this morning because shout of father. Yeah, his bad habit. No matter weekend or weekday he always shouting. I started my day with a cup of brown coffee. Then, i went 'to my rabbit's cage to feeding them with some vegetables, i was shocked! There're was like clod of meat. I asked to myself 'Who gave some meat for my rabbits? But when i saw closer... That wasn't meat, IT WAS BUNNYS, BABIES OF MY RABBITS! I was pretty shocked. I know, Ashley was pregnant, but i didn't supposed if it was the time! I shouted immidiately, 'Mom, Ashley got babies!' My mother was shocked as i was. We didn't know what to do. Actually, we had gotten babies of our pets, but it was hamster. Hamster is easy pet. So we hadn't met any difficulties. But it's rabbits. I should do the right thing to my lovely pets. Ashley have been with us for more than one year.

Then, my mother asked me to separating Ashley & Jackson (dad of babies :B) with the babies. There're 7 babies, but 2 of them dead because trapped in cage. I was too late to save them ;(. Even, one of them had been dead with tragically. Like mutilated victim, his head separated with the body. Can you imaginated? By the way, congratulation for me, Ashley and Jackson.
BUUUUUU, i'm to be a grandma. hehehee
I'm proud of you, Shley!! <3


ashley-


jackson-

Pic of babies


but itsn't mine. I google it